It took a long time but i met someone, someone different, someone who i felt i could trust... I was right i fell head over heals in love with her... Gemma was her name Gemma Mackness & after lying depressed for so long to have someone like her want you is more than any man can hope for.... We met on facebook but i had known her for a long time as i went to school with her brother (Ben). We started talking & i soon knew she was special... We went on a date and the next day she left her boyfriend for me which made me realize she had already fell in love with me... I felt almost the same & it wasn't long before i had completely fallen for her... I finally felt i could Carrie on with my life i no longer had any feelings for Michelle & was happy for the first time in a long time.... We have been together for 11 weeks & things are going that well we decided to conceive a baby (which took about 2 days). We have decided the baby will have my second name (Seddon) but i am going to ask if we can call the baby Leigh in memory of you my baby....... You would be about 30 weeks now & not a day goes by that i don't think of you & what you would have been like... I miss you baby, I miss you... I'm an atheist but if there is a god out there please look after my baby Leigh please.. I will let you know how your new brother or sister is coming along.. As for Layla she is perfect as i'm sure you would have been... She has just started walking and could not ask for her to be any better... I only see her from 10 - 6 on a Saturday because your mum is being horrible to me and wont let me see her much but if you are looking down i know you will look after her when i'm not there.... I miss you Leigh, I miss you so much....... Daddy Loves You..