It's the 24th of January now. You would be about 18 weeks now.. Your sister is as perfect as ever as I'm sure you would have been. Your mum is hiding it well.. Better than me unless she has forgot about you but i don't think so you mum is not a nasty person I'm sure she thinks about you as much as me but i don't see her as much as i would like so i don't know how she feels... If it's anything like me i miss you baby. I love you Leigh Mummy loves you..